NeedleWorks Galore

This is my story. I love creativity - whether it be sewing, quilting, embroidery, knitting, photography, or nature. Woodworking has always interested me. I am a widow of two years who is learning to create a new life and a new me. I have would probably have a whole menagerie of pets if I didn't stop myself. I am a child of God, learning to live my life for him in a way that pleases him. I hope by sharing a bit of my day to day story, someone will be blessed.
Showing posts with label quilting. Show all posts
Showing posts with label quilting. Show all posts

Thursday, January 24, 2013

GOODNESS, GRACIOUS ME.......

I certainly did not think it had been so long since I blogged. Sigh! Lets see. Had a great Christmas and New Years. Had loads of family time, met up with old friends and had a blast. Had 18 days off over Christmas and first week of January. So technically now I am well rested and can go through the next few months with flying colours. Did have a visit to my GP just before Christmas, which of course included the yearly blood tests, stool tests etc. Turns out that my iron is way low. Now normally women my age should not have a problem with low iron, but since my iron has never, never, never been even remotely near normal, they don't worry about it. So back on a course or two of iron pills. I think, like most people, that I start feeling way more spunky and then I go off them. Of course I am still not anywhere near normal so then my body adjust to that level, I start feeling blah and tired again and it is time to move it up to the next level. I am not losing iron, I have just never got where I am supposed to be. When I had my first child, it was so low, I was taking eight iron pills a day. Boy did that wreck havouc with my stomach, so after that pregnancy, for the following pregnancies I opted to eat liver 3 times a week. Turns out my family really liked liver so it worked well. In today's world, that may not be an option as doctors are so concerned about cholesterol --- of which that is not a problem for me. The other thing found is that my sodium levels are low. Prescription for that?  Well, a big glass of V8 juice and a glass of warm milk each day. The V8 juice I like, milk I cannot do as I am lactose intolerant. I have never cooked with, nor do I add any salt to my food, so I only get what is naturally occurring in foods. People don't realize that most foods we eat naturally have sodium in them because of the salts in the earth. Then you add what some farmers put in to the mix, then what the processing adds and then you have a mixture that is not good for man nor beast. I tend to eat fairly clean, meaning I eat fresh (or as fresh can be in winter) fruits and vegetables. I don't eat processed meat very often. In fact I am becoming more of a fish person than a meat person. I also tend to use way more dried beans as added protein. So, I thought I was getting enough sodium in my diet - turned out not so. Now I have to be more conscious of what I eat. Enough of this old lady health crud.

January has been January in Manitoba. Meaning we are back to the coldest of the cold. Actually, it hasn't been too bad. Not like last year though when winter was cancelled. We did not have one day of -30C weather. This year it is slightly colder where we had lots of -30C weather before Christmas, then the January thaw that lasted a bit longer this year and now for the past two or three weeks we have been in the cold. They tell us that January 21st is usually the coldest day in Canada. This year it was yesterday for us. I think the mean temperature was -25C but with the windchill if felt as though it was -44C. The fourteen day trend is for it to slowly get warmer - yeah right. From experience, it is generally really cold until Valentines week, then we start having fewer consecutive days of colder weather. Meaning Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday will be unbearable, then Thursday and Friday will be warmer, then Saturday will be colder then Sunday and Monday will be warmer --- well you get the picture.

Oh, the other news. I ended up putting leetle Roscoe down on December 17th. His kidney function first showed low in some blood work last March. Since that time there would be more pee accidents. In October he had more blood work and same thing. They offered to do a scan or a biopsy of his kidneys - more money in their pockets - I opted not to, because there wouldn't be too much they could do anyway. He was also having periods which only lasted split seconds where you could tell there was nothing there. So his mind was starting to go a bit. He was a Bichon Frise and was 13. When we went on our trip out west, he only had a couple of accidents, however when we came back, it just got worse. Then he started pooping in the house and I knew it was time. The last weekend he was alive I washed my bedding four times, shampooed my mattress four times, shampooed the carpets three times, shampooed the couch a couple of times and washed the floor I don't know how many times. I did not want him to spend 23 hours a day in his kennel and it must have been hard and embarrassing for him. That was a hard day. I am still  grieving Glenn and now add Roscoe to the mix. I thought with him being "just a dog" that I would be sad for a couple of days then would be okay. I have since discovered just how much he meant to me and also how he was linked to Glenn in my mind. Will I get another dog? In my heart I very much want another one, but is it feasible? Time will tell.

With the cold weather, I have had more time to stitch. So I have been working on a cross stitch pattern from mill hill. It is the Cafe O Lait  one from a few years ago. I have it's mate done, but never did this one as originally they were both going to go in my kitchen. Since moving, I do not have walls in my kitchen that are conducive to hanging anything. Only two walls - open area - you get the drift. But now I have my house up for sale. I realized I am not a condo type person and so hopefully will move in the spring. So back to finishing it. I also have had a tree top angel that I have been working on for about five years. I only stitch on it in December and we all know how busy we all are that month, so have decided that it stays out and I am working on it in rotation with a few other things. There will not be pictures of that until it is done as white on white doesn't photograph very well. I also have been knitting a shrug sweater for my granddaughter, and have pulled out some quilts that need to be quilted and bound. I think my creative side is slowly coming back. After Glenn died, it took me about a year and a half to get back to being able to cook. It has taken somewhat longer for the creative side as he was my biggest supporter and he actually had a very good design eye - much to my chagrin at times. Now in hindsight I wonder how I will do without his input. I am hoping that his thoughts and input will come back to me and I will put them to good use.

Along with everyone else in Canada, I am looking forward to gardening again. So now is the time to figure out what to grow and what needs to be started in pots soon. We cannot generally put in too much in the garden before May 24th. Peas, onions, spinach, lettuce yes - tomatoes, and other hot type plants may not even go in till mid June some years. We do have a lot of heat here in Manitoba, but it is usually only from Mid June until mid September, so short hot growing season. Because it gets so dry and hot in the summer and less sun, September isn't too good of a growing month. It is more of a finishing off month and a "hope the tomatoes ripen" month. We do use the cardboard box with newspaper layers to ripen tomatoes though so usually can still have fresh tomatoes till around November. Wonder if my new place will have a garden - not to worry, I can still use my daughters garden.

Happy weekend and Happy stitching to all.

Blessings

Jean


Thursday, June 7, 2012

So Hot!

We are starting to get our summer weather so temps. are in the 30C area. All Roscoe, Clawdeen and Dunphy want to do is sleep. Of course being dogs that's just part of doing dog stuff.

We all went to the big soccer game last night where a whopping four kids (all girls) showed up, so being the good looking gentleman the other coach was, he lent us his ringer, who just happened to have a brother on the same team who was almost as good. So, by doing that and all kids not taking any breaks the teams would have been even in size and scoring. However, like most six year olds, the mind wanders the heat makes them oh so hot and that cooler filled with freezies is so inviting. What's a six year old going to do? Take a long break every few minutes and pig out on freezies. Yeah!
Granddaughter has an "extra" cousin who happens to be five. Could the coach talk him into playing???? Not on your life. He can dance and sing in front of anyone, but put him on a field with a bunch of girls and you get one shy guy. Poor Callum all he heard was go get in there all evening. Bet he won't come watch any time soon.

By "extra" cousin - the story goes as such. My son at the ripe old age of 20 had a girlfriend who was 17 and she got pregnant. Of course with the two of them being so young, it didn't last. Now both are married or have a significant other and things go pretty smoothly between the two. She and her lovely man Jack have a son and now another one due in November. Long story short it is easier if little brother thinks the kids are his cousins, I am grandma Jen and My older kids are his aunts and uncle. It works quite well. Would it have worked a few years ago? Probably not as this grandma was too busy worrying about what others would think than just going with the flow. I would highly recommend to anyone out there in the same situation, let go, and just let things take the natural course (whatever that may be). This world has changed so much, and there are so many people out there who don't have a family, let alone a "regular" family that I feel it is very important to live by the old adage that it takes a village to raise a child. To that end, I will gladly accept any child who wants me to be their grandma with open arms, a loving heart, a gentle spirit and full of God's love for the child. It is so neat having a blended family. I can so see how God uses each and every one of us in these children's lives.

I am now off for my weekend. I only work five hours a day, four days a week. Yes, I am blessed. Now I need to plan what to do with those precious days off. I have so many things I want to do, so many things I should do and other things that are just there in my mind. Will be really interesting to see what this wonderful weekend will bring. For starters, I will be looking after my smallest grandson in the morning tomorrow. I think he will be very happy to have grandmom all to himself to play with. I see lots of outside time, digging in the dirt/sand and probably a bit of sprinkler time. Then, my daughter and I are going to look at more travel trailers. Yes, for the millionth time I have changed my mind. No I am not getting a cottage - too much work, or a motor home - gas too expensive, so now have decided to get just something small that we can all pull with our vehicles. Glad that's decided finally.

Creativity has been slow going. I have the carpal tunnel down to a slow roar, but the nerve damage in my hand is very slow to get better. So, just doing a bit here and there. I did decide on fabric for the border of my log cabin heart quilt. Now just to get it done.

My niece-in-law has just started a blog about her journey to lose weight. It is a good read and I think Maren will come up with some unique ideas/takes on on her journey. Please visit her at http://skinnygirlbreakout.blogspot.ca  The name of her blog is The Journey Begins.

Any way have a great weekend.

Blessings
Jean


Monday, February 21, 2011

I Know I Can... I Know I Can....

get through this greiving process. Today is one of those days where something reminds you of your loss. Today it was Toby Keith's song "I'm not crying for you". It sure set me to crying, which I know I needed.  It started with the song and then went on to feeling very overwhelmed. I believe part of the grieving process is being overwhelmed. Ovewhelmed by what we ought to do, what we feel like we should be doing, and feeling like we should be further along this journey than we are and all those darn grief books don't seem to touch too much on being overwhelmed. Well, fellow widow(er)s, it is part of grief and it usually comes because we expect to be further along our journey than we are. No one else expects us to do things we aren't capable of doing right now, so why are we so hard on ourselves. It's because most of us want to please others, or be there for our families who are also grieving. We think we have to be strong for others. We think that others expect us to be "over" it by now. Grieving is a long journey of loss, of memories, of leaving behind, of moving forward and of re-inventing ourselves and we need to allow ourselves time to go through it in a safe, healthy way. And so... I know I can, because God will see me through and re-invent me into what he wants me to be for the next stage of my life. It doesn't mean there will be no more bad days, it just means that I will allow myself time to go through this journey and not feel guilty or bad for not feeling like doing things. I am more peaceful and feeling gentle this evening and am thankful for what I learned today.

On the stitching front, I started to "finish" (operative word here) an afghan I started about a year ago. One which is done in patches, with each block being knit in a different stitch. So far I have two squares done - one of them being done today. The other thing I did was set up the "bones" and continued to hand quilt one of my UFOs. I also took one bin and finished sorting, ironing and generally just enjoying the process of getting ready to get some of my scraps into quilts. I really like Sue's UFO challenge as so far no one has given me the what for, for only finishing two things and not showing pictures of anything else. You never know when the pictures might show up - I'll just surprise you all.

We had a Holdiay here today, so was nice to have a four day weekend. Enjoyed some time with my daughter-in-law. We went shopping for items to stage their present house and then use in the new house. It was fun and found some wonderful items for the next Grandmom, granddaughter tea. Every few months my granddaughter and I have a tea. I send an invitation to her in the mail (sometimes this includes other guests) and I tell her how to dress i.e. we will be wearing hats and gloves this time, or wear your dancing shoes. She is four and gets a hoot out of our teas. She use to like it when granddad would come and bug us for some goodies, so when we have our next one, we will set out an extra place for granddad. Hope he is enjoying his tea and goodies in heaven!

Blessings - Jean